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moved.

It's very hard to accept the fact that I'm letting you go.

It's very hard to accept that you are treating me as a friend.

It's very hard to talk to you normally knowing that you are just my friend.

But I guess, I have got no choice. I don't even know whether I
did a right decision or not.

Well, I didn't say I will let you go completely.

'Cause you know I can't bear to do it.

I don't hold any grudges on you, you did all this for a good
purpose.

Am I right?

I really don't know what to do now.

Feels like I got nothing left in this world.

The impermanence of life is an inescapable fact. Yet while it
is one thing to know, in theory, that each moment of your life may be the last,
it's much harder to actually live and act, on a practical level, based on that
belief. Most of us tend to imagine that there will always be another chance to
meet and talk with our friends or relatives again, so it doesn't matter if a few
things go unsaid.

But whenever I meet someone, I try to extend myself to them to the utmost, for that may be our last encounter. I never leave room for regret, aiming to concentrate my whole being in each moment.

In life when we feel we have reached a limit, that is when
the true battle begins. Just when you despair and think it is impossible to go
any further, will you become apathetic, or will you say it's not over and stand
up with an unyielding spirit?

The battle is decided by this single
determination.

Why does it seems like it's fading away? Please don't let this happen.

I'm really scared.

An envious person does not look at those more capable than
him and aspire to better himself; he plots to drag them down to his own
level.

Jealousy is simply an unwitting
admittance of one's own flaws and failings.

Am I feeling jealous? Should I be jealous? Why must I be jealous?